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Tuesday, November 15, 2005

Hi everybody,

I have shifted. I will no longer be blogging here.
The new address will be at www.xanga.com/maglovesyou

Take care.

Regards,
Mag (curiositee)

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8:52 PM

Monday, November 14, 2005

i think, maybe squeezed in an entree before i go to bed

hooray!! Dad is back!!
i really miss him alot, but he's leaving soon again
how i wish, he can stay and we can talk cock every now and then,
i really wish so, we/our relationship are more than father and daughter, we r like the best friends ever,
infact i really wish he dont have to leave again

anyway, i got really sick of my daily routine
i dont want to dread on anymore
i do not want to dread and drag till one day i really have no interest at it at all
it is almost 6 months
and there's never a day i live and pass each day without stress or fear
it really sucks to have to endure this and pull through the very awesome feelings even when im out enjoying and partying!

initially my intention was,
put up with it, live with it and get over it.
but i dont seem to be able to get over it
and convert it to be a used-to-be kinda thing
its not habitual for me to feel stressful everyday
neither is it a norm for me to worry about my job every now and then
worst still, i dont get peace during my off days

i really do no want to go overseas and start worrying bout this and that

while on my way home, i was thinking about a switch
maybe i should try the night life entertainment environment
thou i may not really like it
but its still worth a try and gain a totally different job experience.

ive done F&b, sales, customer service, office
maybe some nightlife maybe fun =)

well, it will definitely be highly objected by my mum
thou she allow me to club
and i can openly tell her im clubbing when she calls or asked
but im sure she doesnt allow me to work in such environment as much as she doenst allow me to go malaysia.

im really tired
work itself took up 3/4 of my precious time
and thou i dont hate working there at all
i just do not want to HATE working there.
PS SH is a fun place afterall
infact im still worrying that i will be posted out during the reshufflement this dec
i suppose??

i guess everyone knows Huimin is my best friend in the past
sad to say, we no longer are the best friend and twin sisters anymore
everything takes two hands to clap
i find it meaningless if i always have to initiate the clap, be it.
ive tried all ways to get in touch with her but she had changed
i really wish things could be the same
something might have happen but its still within my ability to stop it
its not about my empowerment or any shit anymore
i will not wait
but i just let it be,
its a 5 yrs friendship but its nothing to her
thus, i don see the importance anymore
=(

Nicholas, my sister =)
he called and tell me he's in army!!! it seems so real until some backgroud "music"
has to let the cat out of the bag
nonetheless, he's starting his MAN training "to be a guy" extremely soon
like 6 Jan 2006
like damn, the moment he tells me, my heart sink to near bottom
no more supper khaki
no more ktv khaki
no more talk cock khaki
no one to listen me laugh and cry
(seriously, he had been through with me during my previous relationship and wat ever problems. he had seen me cried the most time i guess. and everytime he's there WITHOUT fail.) same goes to all my other friends, Joc, Cas, huiting, george blaaa...

after nick, there will be many other friends going NS soon
and I'm alone. count the amt of girl friends i have?
tell me i wont be lonely. (rubbish!)

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1:00 AM

Thursday, November 10, 2005

with less than 10 minutes,
while my baby is out to buy lunch
my new skin is up
im so thrilled over it!
its nice =)

dont expect much with only ten minutes of effort

it should be done with all this
not much intentions of furthering constructing it except maybe for the tag board wise
cos the text is in grey and obviously with the black background i couldnt seem to see what im typing
the last msg i tag is like a very good example thou
however i do not know how to get it done!
leave me a comment if anyone happens to know how to go about it!

i have the vibes of clubbing and drinking till high high high again
bear in mind, its high high high not drunk drunk drunk
being extremely high doesnt mean ure drunk!
florence and all are planning for another round of clubbing
sadly, only LADIES allowed! cool ... no more Guys!

ps: i feel like going to the new Zouk!

O's will soon be over!
i will be able to meet my sweerheart and Yami again
party at fisherman Casey? yes? haha
KTV everytime we like
K lunch till wee hoursss
haha

i met my darling yesterday!!!
she's working at CoffeeClub!
dine in and haha she's very nice!
my baby commented that she is more than a sister to me
Yes! i always thought so too.
she's my lovely darling!! love her to bitttssss!!!!

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1:58 PM

since ages ago,
ive been contemplating on a blog revamped till now its still to no avail
yes i know!

blogskins anyone?
on the contrary i have not much time to edit

now that i have straight 3 days off
im so happy about it!
but the thought of after these 3 days off i will have to work 5 days straight
its heartsinking thou

how i wish i dont have to work and i will be loaded with free flow of cash
haha okay lets cut it ! its more than a dream!
im like going to Bangkok this december
and i dont want to go there with no cash or insufficient cash
i do no want to have this feeling like " aye.. nicenice! but no money to buy!"
this is crap. considering the rate how cheap are stuffs in Bangkok!
its hilarious pls!

i took a peep at my December's schedule and quite amaze
most of it are covered by my ALs
hahaha quite happy thou'

just realise ive got so much Kivs to do at work
and even thou im granted 3 off days
i do not at least feel secured!
i know ive got cases but...
im thinking if i should go back one day to like, clear it!

Amanda" ur friend's gf is pretty!
haha
anyone wondering who is she
pls take a look at the newpaper ytd
its the pretty gorgeous blogger
clapbangkiss

she is on her way to stardom for blogging
how cool
and of cos Xiaxue is plain jealous!
dare her call herself a blogger?
she commented tt Dawn(clapbangkiss) aint a blogger, she is jus a pretty girl who has a blog.
so similarly im here to comment that Xiaxue is also not a blogger
infact, she is jus a so-not-hot and ugly girl who owns a braggy blog!
look, how on earth can Xiaxue be at al' famous if she aint being such a slut?!?

okaye enough of Xiaxue!
time off-.

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1:05 PM

Monday, November 07, 2005

somebody passed this comment
like, "i do not understand why people blog."
"blog is like a diary, a diary is a privacy and now, bloggers are letting all off"

umm.. this got a point.
however, how many bloggers would be so detail?
how many bloggers are serious in really writing a diary in a blog?

everyone loves to have some privacy and some quality time alone
like me, do you think what i blog i all that im doing?
certainly not
i do not blog down the most interesting stuff that happens even
neither do i blog down the most boring or saddest stuffs
i dont blog the process of making love and falling in love
what i blog are merely something i wanna share in general terms
and its for pple to elaborate, in a good or bad way- i dont care!

In the previous entree, ive blogged that Jian Yuan is my internal colleague now
infact i have met face to face with him, n we are total strangers
just in case no one knows our previous status, he is my ex bf doing sales in *hub now
i wont acknowledge him as a friend, just colleagues
people who dont know bout him asked if i know him, i would say 'NO'
thou it was 2 years back
and to be frank ive long forgiven and forgotten him
but its jus a forgive and forget
not forget and make friends
i won purposely avoid him anymore
but i wont go and say Hi. so ya, we ended our 1 yr relationship pretty badly
and till now, i still think he's exactly what i thought of him 2 yrs back

some friends say, "arent u afraid that he will badmouthed you?"
im firm. why should i be scared? i wont even feel the least afraid.
all these years, all these while im conscious clear
he's the one who had done me wrong
if i did not badmouthed him, and i do not take it so personal at all
i really dont see why should he?

yuppers, anyway work today was cool
im practically dealing with repairs whole day
and i kinda love it
as doing repair would not join my eyelids together (sleepy i meant.)

Joan says that any gals to me is pretty
no it wasnt true
thou i had the habit of seeing pretty girls, i dunno why. i believed its way natural
like when im out with my boy i will tell him all the pretty gals i saw and not once i mentioned "hey that guys is handsome" i guessed he is curious too. why m i seeing girls?
infact the whole centre thinks that Joan and I are lesbians
well, right... fine fine. i have none to comment.
so she asked me to select three celebrities whom i tink are pretty:
1. Fiona Xie
2.Jeannette Aw
3.Fann Wong ( i think that pple who think she is ugly are pple who doesnt like her. and pple who doesnt likes her are mostly zoe's fan =)
So, Tony had exactly the same choices as i do, so goes to HH, and the rest of the guys. the have similar choices like jeannete aw n fiona. so i think my taste aint bad. i think Joan might think that Anita Mui, Lydia Sum, and Theresa Teng is pretty =) *k she wont see this but if she does, im dead meat. haha

sometimes, i feel as thou im contradicting myself.
"dejavu" is a good example. i will ask myself twice, have this happened before or was it a dream? well, but sometimes the things u do seems rather familiar, i wish i could follow all the good ways things goes. and see my predicted and destined future.
*mag (slaps around) ok im thinking too farr...

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1:04 AM

Thursday, November 03, 2005

im sick again! =(
why
why
why
its not about sick. but its the course of getting sick that made me feel very bad inside.

clubbed the hell out of me ytd!
its hell of a fun!!
evrywhere was packed, DBl-O, Mdm Wong and devils
we ended up at Newsroom bar and head to Devils at 3am till 5am+?
for all u noe im working now (stoning infact!)

ytd was very unexpected,
like, not the usual people and usual hangouts
peeps who were there includes Joanne, Celine, Mychele, Florence, Eliza, Francis, Christopher n Seetoh..
right right.. this is the first time hanging out with most of them after 5 months or so?

songs at devil were GOOD! thumbs up!
Guys at devils sucks abit =/
esp the M'sia guy who approach.
i wish i had a video clip of how Florence and I react (hahahahha)

was superly high but still sober,
got sabo-ed into drinking
the drinks yesterday was alot!
lemon lime, a bottle of chivas and tequila shot!
aww... anyway i didnt drink the tequila shot.
had a sip of it and it fucking sucks! so i poured it into someone's cup =)
will get photos uploaded if im free.

shall blog again.

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6:03 PM

Tuesday, November 01, 2005

i hope my title for this entree is eye-catching enough
Bra-meter?
whats a bra meter?
A cup, B cup or C cup

well, its rhetorical i know!
but its from a chain emails that i got to learn about it thou
and.... its not stuffs like NC 16 or M18 stuffs
so i decided since its quite funny, i shall show it to my youngest sister
and now ....

Vivian: jie.. my muscle is A cup.
showing me her little little muscle
hahaha. shes a stunner who does things all along
like : lying to her friends that she is a Japanese and the fact that her sisters(US) did not teach her that particular language. like duh.. secondly she forced me to turn on her favourite song which is also my favourite song. and the irritating part is, i cant hear the singer sing, all in all i only hear her sing. the amazing about her is, during her childhood days
she dont sing nursery rhymes at all.
she sings whatever song we listen to in the past.

anyhow, my baby and i have booked the trip to thailand
YAY!! we are like finally settled and stuffs =)

i had a most shocking experience
my ex boyfriend is working in the same company as me
StarHub!
i always tell cust when they ask me "where's the starhub shop?"
i would usually answer
: its one unit below mdm/sir.
:you walk down from the escalator all the way straight you would see the shop.
i cant believe that it seems so near, sounds so near
and yes, this is the distant between me and jian yuan
and how high the percentage is to bumped into him?

its not the reason why i do not want to be friends with him anymore
its concerns more about how we ended?
in what kind of situation we ended?
well, true enuff its 2 years ago,
but my impression of him is already down the drain long ago.
so this mainly explains why.

i would like to be friends with my ex(s)
infact im still in very good terms with a couple or 2
the reason why i cant be friends with my ex(s)
- either i love them too much till i dun noe how to be friends with a guy whom i loved so much. which will definitely turns out to be hatred instead of love in the end.
- the way we ended. i might think he's a jerk and i dont even want him as a friend.
- we have no more topic to talk about!

please comment on the trip to thailand.
all the Dos and Donts
afew of my friends have warned me a couple of things
and, i think thai is very scary
but as long as i can shop
it overrides danger =)

casey: yes in the midst. Joc didnt tell u how the outcome was?
let mag mag tell u some other day. if u want to know it FAST
meet me FAST
haha =)

that night i met my darling
hahah i love my darling!!!

baby is such a sweet heart!
he got me the nano's silicon case! Pinkie pinkie!!!

anyway these days are very strainful
im dead tired
i cant seems to think anymore
and i wonder how much sleep i need to recover =(

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11:52 PM

Sunday, October 30, 2005

aye.. im getting sick of how my daily routine is like
all jobs that i've worked are all shift work
and i just do not like it when I cant shop at all after work
and all i can do is eat and rush for the last train or cab home
lifeless aint it?

this simply goes to show i can only shop during my off days
i seriously have to leave this *hub (no doubt it has been enjoyable for my almost half a year there)
but again, ive NEVER felt any less stressful since the first day i became a hubber
i mean, i have to worry about all the cases in my hands, rejected cases, follow ups with customer and KIVs

deal with superly unreasonable customer who shouts right in my face and scold me dumb. oh ya whatever it is, im alr used to it
but wouldnt it be MUCH more better if i can get a job who serves very educated and well brought up and superly civilised customers?
to avoid indians i can only think of working in a chinese herbal tea shop
haha but once again, its damn OUT OF POINT to work there
selling chrysanthemum???

so, im well hinting that im looking for jobs and get my ass off *hub
so please intro me jobs if anyone has =)

i dont ask for more
but sometimes i just hate it when ********* blaaaa happens
im tired and i do not want to be loaded with other UNNECCESSARY STUFFS
HELL WITH IT !

i bumped into Sherry and her bf
and the nxt day, i saw Eunice and her BF
hahahah i miss u all!!!
yes Eunice, we must go to kbox one day
SHerrryyyyyy U tooo!!!

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2:00 PM